Posted by: piperou7 | December 15, 2009

Trying to connect

I want to connect with someone new.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 14, 2009

I need someone

tired of being alone. tired of trying period.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 12, 2009

hate

i’m hating this existence. it’s getting me nowhere. i see nothing, feel nothing and cry all the time. I don’t want to do this anymore. Something has got to give, eventually. why do I hold onto something I know won’t work out. I had hopes, dreams, asperations, whatever. Now it’s just me and my depression again.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 11, 2009

Iron

I know the reasons behind my depression and lack of weightloss is my low iron levels. I can’t wait for my infusions. Gotta get back on track. Trying Atkins for a few days, in hopes of kicking it up a notch. something structured to follow will help me.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 9, 2009

depressed and disgusted

the title says it all. Just thru with it all. nothing seems to work. maybe it’s meds time.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 8, 2009

i had hopes

that i could do this, meet someone. but they’re not interested anymore. I’m not gonna beg anyone. I’ll just be alone.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 8, 2009

people like me

people like me don’t find happiness. we just exist. day fall like rain and dry and die. nobody understands, nobody cares, it’s just another reason to doubt that things will change.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 8, 2009

Feelings

unloved, unwanted, unappreciated and alone. So many hopes and dreams all dashed to hell. What is wrong with me. So very alone.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 7, 2009

nervous

not sure what to do or say. just feeling bad today, nervous, anxious and tired.

Posted by: piperou7 | December 4, 2009

possible

I may have my first date in YEARS. His name is Lee. He’s from Bloomfield. He seems nice. We’ll see how it goes.

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